Archive for Decisions

THE FLOW

Posted in poetry with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on July 27, 2010 by ravenstooth
My legs weak indecision desolate worlds known
Like days that end in silence I’m sure I’m alone
To fear… When days drown… To hear love open
To self absorb into a lingering omen
There is a shadow searching someone
You’re breathing me
You’re breathing me
You’ve breathed in me
You’ve breathed in me
 
The tranquil moments opt in pleasure and plighting
The wind flows dreams of darkness and eroding
Led weeping into intent, pushed through to possible calm
This shadow mocks my boredom, from my palm
Like times when no sun saw them, she makes me feel so young again
Without the weak indulgence, we may never feel the end
 
From up above me I hold
There the dry sun smell
Unto the moon’s cry told
We’d create our life in hell
As we slip from the sun
To make our distance be known
We could dive right in
There is nothing we have shown
There is nothing we’ve shown
There is nothing we’ve shown
There is nothing we’ve shown
There is nothing left to own
 
We let the fine lines follow and go
To edge the comforts bought today
To open up the wind’s wicked flow
There could be an opal lighting the way
Let the image pass right in
Until there is no more dead-end
Share the last life breath
As you breath me that’s when I descend
Then you hold my soul
Let the wind take control
As too the weak desolate worlds go
As my eyes close I am the flow
 
There is nothing we’ve shown
There is nothing we’ve shown
There is nothing we’ve shown
There is nothing left to own
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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MY LOVE WILL BE GIVEN

Posted in poetry with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 29, 2010 by ravenstooth
My love washed up on the hot white shore
And drowning in all my fear
As dawn breaks through the morning clouds
I wonder why am I here
 
I walk upon the soft and drifted sand
With wind blowing, burning my face
I contemplate the days ahead
As the waves break and then displace 
 
The future, will be up to me
Like the eagle, soaring high and free
In the distance, the ocean’s infinity
And my love will be given cautiously
Yes my love will be given cautiously
Yes my love will be given cautiously
 
I see beyond the mist and haze
This timeless beach will unveil
I turn to see my previous days
As the waves wash away my trail
 
Wondering if, will never mend
The footsteps that you have left
I turn back toward my timeless friend
Knowing there is a limit to my quest
 
My love walks down this lonely beach
Will wander with my fear
My shadow elongates an unseen reach
I wonder how close is near
 
The ocean’s wind, strikes up the sand
And roughly burns my face
I contemplate the days at hand
As my life I seek and then displace
 
The future, will be up to me
Like the eagle, soaring high and free
If I make it like the ocean’s infinity
And my love will be given tremendously
Yes my love will be given tremendously
Yes my love will be given tremendously
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

DISPOSABLE IMPAIR

Posted in poetry with tags , , , , , , , , , , on June 24, 2010 by ravenstooth
I could give you silence
But would you even care
You smile with defiance
Even when I’m not there
 
There are nights in the sunset
If there was time to stare
As the water lands to run wet
In our disposable impair
 
I could lend my freedom
I cloud your night sky black
I cop a feel for your kingdom
I hold an image when you turn back
 
There is the doorway
The morning floats heavy
Sides fall inward sway
How the volume is wavy
 
Drive into the wild wish
The hills grow its breath
As the wind makes its wisp
We plunge head first out of the nest
 
No turning back now
Your limits are weary
We saw the fallen we allow
As us as creatures act dreary
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

I WONDER PRISONLY

Posted in poetry with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 20, 2010 by ravenstooth
From where I begun
To where I’ll be done
I’ll have to be someone
 
Light the edge on fire
And dance in the middle
Let the flames get higher
As they burn, you giggle
 
Lie here wet under cloud
The echos of thunder flood
I smell earth’s humid aloud
 
Signs deep trickle falling ago
Watching fireflies scratch the air
The summer seeks its life ego
As the dryness thins all water there
 
I hear the earth calling me
It’s saying fly and be free
I talk back speaking quietly
As to not disturb her riot spree
 
Flinging me into days yet seen
I would hover like a hummingbird
Slipping my tongue in what’s been
By distressing my absorbing running word
 
Collecting mindless tries
In these tears in my eyes
They tumble-down the side
Of my face that my hands collide
As I wonder prisonly at why
My mind empties the pain I cry
When all it would take for me to fly
Is for my shadow to open my try
Send me to a peace of earth…Sigh
Good-bye
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

PLEASE YOU

Posted in poetry with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 14, 2010 by ravenstooth
There was a time that I wasn’t sure
I hope that you would remember
Of the time that we spent together
I’ve let in some light to guide you this way
My heart is so strong so you can hold on
Am I asking too much before it’s all gone
Please you, please you, I’d please you, please you
 
I see you staring into my door
I hold you in like a dreamer
As you slip away I can’t keep her
My mind is chasing to hear your call
I’m caught in an echo that you can’t see
Will you ever want to be near me
Please me, please me, you please me, please me
 
You changed my direction like before
I never learned how to love you
How can I ask for your love too
I hope that one day we’ll try to remember
Of the time that we had spent together
Because today it brightens my weather
Please me, please me, I’d please you, please you
 
 

STEPPED

Posted in poetry with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on June 12, 2010 by ravenstooth
Stepped off the ledge to join you
Fell in forever til my mind flew
Tried to discover something new
But leapt in my empty like I do
Then cry-
Cry til, my strength strengthens my way
Then I-
I will, see the reasons I feel this gray
 
My madness is foraging my sound
Instead of letting it go I’m  just tearin it down
Simple anomaly fused to the ground
As gravity fucks with these wings I have found
 
As soon as the world sets me free
I’ll corrode this mind inside of me
Then cry-
Cry-
Cry-
Cry-
Cry til, Cry til, Cry til, my strength strengthens my way
 
Sleep like a child all night long
Dreamt that my visions were all wrong
Woke from this fear until they are gone
In hopes that my strength is that strong
 
Then cry-
Cry til-
Cry til
Til my will
Strengthens my way
Strengthens my way
Gonna strengthen my way
Gonna strengthen my way
Cuz if my hope stays
And I find mine
Then I will be fine
 
So if my will don’t kill my strength today
I’ll soar from my sorrow and find my own way
I may be blind to my insides and my time
And hope that tomorrow, will brighten my gray
 
Fuck these cries
Fuck these cries
Fuck these cries that leave my eyes
And so as I flee from hopes and dreams
I may as well just jump alone
 
Fly in forever
Fly to the dreams I have to hold strong
Fly into my never
Fly until my fears have become gone
I’ll die in forever
I’ll die when my fears become none
Die off the ledges that I stand here or upon
Alive here when there is no other way
Survive when my will opens another day
Alive and fly until my will and strength become one
 
Drink my vision
Drink my vision
Drink my vision
Drink my vision
Drink my vision
As I decide what’s in my way
I’ll try to fly unto this day
Searching why I see or I say
These words or why I must feel this way
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

LEND

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , on June 9, 2010 by ravenstooth
Come inside
Always seem to run and hide
Blow down
Running through my mind
Shout out
Break my love into the ground
Fucked doubts
Listen to the shattered sound
Again…
Let me run again
Let me run again..
Then
I would fuck it up again and again
 
In my mind
Always getting blurred to me
This time
I’ll land somewhere in clarity
Then I’ll do it again and again
My turn to lend a hand to a friend
 
Feel this inside
Let writhe your scorched mind
Until I’ve died
I’ll be right where you can find
I know when
You came into my reality
I’m hard to be
Strapped to my clarity
Again…
Let me live again
Let me live again…
Then
Let me fuck it up again and again
 
I feel a kind
A bit shadowed and surreal
In a time
I stretched out far to feel
And I’ll do it again and again
Until I lend a hand to a friend